Hey, hi.

Hello all. This is a first in a long while. I haven’t blogged through my Mac since the beginning of November. WHAT’S UP YA’LL?! Not, haha. I’ve been busy with school the past few weeks.

Be right back, I got distracted by my salad.

Bye.

LAG ATTACK. LAG ATTACK

My day…

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12749.) i'm falling for the guy who have the same name as my boyfriend.

(via blogsecret)

Um, did you just fob out? HAHAHA. Sorry, I just HAD to. Okay, that’s it… ending my night with a good laugh. Didn’t mean to offend anyone, lol.

Late

I think this is the latest I’ve been up in a long time, literally (sitting up, on my MacBook). Amazing, isn’t it? Well, to me it is. I’m usually laying in bed, trying to fall asleep or browsing through my phone ‘til I fall asleep or something - whatever, same thing.

Today is Monday, soon to be Tuesday. Nothing really exciting happened to me today. It was just a typical day at school. Got through my four hour lecture, the usual. I’ve noticed that the more boring lecture gets, the more and MORE people add their e-mail’s to this list that ends up being stuck with ME. Yes. For those of you who are reading things, you’ve probably processed it through your head already. I end up sending my notes to the list of people in my class. AND surprisingly, I don’t mind at all. I think I just have a problem with myself. I tend to do the work, because I have a problem trusting other people doing their part of the job… especially when it deals with MY grade. Yeah, you guys get the picture. Aside from all that, I’m doing fairly good in the class. I’ve been passing majority of my work. I just need to keep it up and stay focus.

So I’ve been unemployed for a long while now, and I’m really hoping that’ll change soon. With all the expenses coming up (school, bills, gas, trips, Holiday season),  this is the perfect time to get myself busy and make bank (like I’ve ever made bank, ha!). So with that being said, to *those involved in that wish list on Tumblr, you better start working on it now! And I’m only saying this ‘cause we will all be able to benefit from it. Now is the perfect time to go shopping and get everything done before it gets all craaaaze out there - but you know, online shopping is WAY better than trying to get through a crowd of big families who are just window shopping and shit. *Btw, are we doing Secret Santa slash, “fancy,” dinner slash friendship anniversary at the Grove/Americana this year? (I know I sound pretty lame right now. Whatever, get over it!).

I thought I had more things to blog about, but I guess not. My mind isn’t where it wants to be right now. I think I’m stressing way too much about my self-paced class. This is what happens when I procrastinate. I believe this is the FIRST time where I procrastinated SO BAD, that it’s really, REALLY biting me back in the ass right now. It’s time for me to DO WORK. And that goes for the LAkers too. You guys literally are the turning point of my day/night on games days… and uh, the past couple of days, hasn’t been so good guys, no bueno. BUT to Pacman, that was one hell of a good fight. Cotto had a lot of potential and he was such a good sport. Mad respect for him. I’m gonna miss seeing all the good food him & his family made throughout 24/7, hahah. I am so stoked for the Mayweather fight. OKAY, so this pretty much dragged on. But for real, I’m ending it now. I need to get some shut eye. I have a long day ahead of me. “Later days,” lol. (That was for you @j-anejoe and Carson Daily)

Hope you all have a great week. Goodnight and Godbless.

It Has Almost Been 6 Years

It’s times like this, where I wish you were still here. Nights like this, where I’d always find you in the kitchen, sipping on your hot chocolate, while eating pandesal. You’d never ask why we were still up, but just continued sipping on your hot chocolate. I miss that. I miss having to wake up, knowing it wasn’t just me having trouble sleeping, and that I’d always have some company just for a little while. I have so much to tell you… I wish I can share them to everyone, but then it’ll just be another story. I feel like I’m losing myself & I don’t know how to get back on my feet. I need a reminder… Now would be the perfect time to head over to the dining table.. Laying around in bed with a lot of bottled up thoughts running through my head sucks. Lately, blogging seems to be the only thing that’s keeping me sane - that doesn’t mean I’ve replaced you. I hope you’re reading this somewhere up in Heaven. Save me a cup,  yeah? The works please? Thanks…

Miss and love you Grampa.

Love always,
Lalin

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